Heidi was named very appropriately. She had such a timid sweet caring soul!
She would always wag her tail and hide from new friends.
I use to have a cat. His name was Hemmy.
When I was in my last moments of being pregnant with Dylan he disappeared.
It was hard for me when he came up missing, but it was really hard on Heidi!

Hemmy was Heidi's special friend. They loved each other so much!
After he left she was never the same.
A few short weeks later I had Dylan.
Heidi really loved Dylan.
She would go into his room and check on him when he was little.

Looking back I could not believe there where so many photos where she was right there with him.

We have one other dog Esther.
Esther and Heidi are like night and day.
I found one picture of Esther with Dylan.

Dylan liked Heidi because of her long fluffy ears.
He would tickle them and say "Heidi shake!"
She tolerated him well.
Unfortunately Heidi was always very clumsy, and always in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Falling here, banging her head there.
And she spent most her time looking down because she LOVED food!
Unfortunately this resulted in one too many bad situations and about a year ago she suffered a bad injury.
At the moment she seemed ok.
Not a devastating injury, but needless to say an injury that we knew would worsen over time.
About six months ago Heidi started to drag her back paw.
She stopped playing with her sister Esther, and slowed down a lot.

Looking back now the only time she really seemed happy like what she use to over the last year was when it was time to eat lol.
When we noticed her dragging her paw we went to the vet.
They took an xray and said she had no reflex in her left side.
They're concerns where for a disc in the shoulder area of her spine.
This was in August.
They gave us meds and said to put her on cage rest.
It did not help.
Tuesday evening I went to take her outside and it was bad.
I knew something was seriously wrong.
I took her to the vet yesterday and was told they suspect neurological issues.
They were concerned that the disc had ruptured and caused serious issues with her spinal cord.
They said based on her age and the difficulty in trying to treat something like that . . .
not hopeful.
We brought her home to spoil and say goodbye.
Last night was our last night together.
We explained to Dylan she was going to heaven.
I think he sorta gets it.
Maybe not heaven, but the idea she is no longer with us.
He keeps looking at me and saying in a tender voice "Heidi went bye bye to heaven in the sky. Just esther and Octane."
It breaks my heart!
It's like I saw it coming a few months ago, but despite that . .
I did not see it coming. You know?

She was only 9 years old.
Not that it is fair for anyone, but she was so tender hearted and fragile.
She was so sweet, but always our little worry wart.
It just sucks it happened to her this soon.
I just keep trying to tell my self she is running, and jumping,
and does not have a care in the world any more.
She will once again be reunited with her Hemmy.

Dear sweet Heidi Ann rest peacefully.
July 30th 2002 - September 29th 2011